A sinful crime

The world says you are wrong,
But, with you, everything wrong seems so right,
I know you'll cause the death of me,
But i have chosen you,to be my guiding light.

The warmth of your breath,
Those eyes which shine,
How did i become yours,
Knowing you'll never be mine?

The night we spent hand in hand,
The secret journey to my fantasy land.
The taste of vodka,an unknown high,
A smile on our faces,a sun-kissed sky.

You count days,
I try freezing the time,
A false hope to cling on,
Loving you was a sinful crime.

But I'll let you go,
I'll let you fly,
Caged in your memories,
I chose to die.

One last hug before we part,
The everlasting wait,
For another new start.

when you set me free

A distant dream,a childish fear
The creeping feeling in my head so queer
You are so far,being so near
The venom in you is still so dear.

300, Apocalypto, our James Bond times,
All those unwritten and unheard rhymes,
Just three days and your magnetic smile,
Your presence keeps following me every mile.

Craving for the impossible,
Being the forgotten one.
The pain of your ignorance,
When all's said and done.

The street singer's songs for the dusky lover,
The sun which burnt its own sunflower.
The Angel which showed light in the dark,
The poison that had spread after you left a mark.

The way you captivated every second of my life,
The way i surrendered and refused to strife.
You are in a mood to cause the death of me,
I'll die smiling,when you set me free.

Shooting Star

As a child i ws always amused by those streaks f light zipping past the vastness f the night sky...making a mark amongst those innumerous glittrz..still remmbr the night when the "shower" of"shooting stars" lft me amuzed n exited as a kid.

Shooting stars....they always take u to an unknwn fantasy land that u wish u were in.they bring out the kid in u by leavin u exited n amused each time.every time they pass by they dazzle u,keep u wishin that they lasted for a bit more time infrnt of ur eyes.they keep u craving. their suddenness make them all the more special,all the more charming...nonetheless its their suddenness wich make u wish they appeard every minute 2 charm u.They enter the sky,leave in a whiskr f a second n leave a mark in ur memory..for u may not remembr a thousand stars that u see evryday but u remember that 1 shooting star u see.The magic in its presence exhilerates u,bt its absence makes it all the more magical.It touches ur fantasies n leaves u making an unsuccessful attmpt 2 catch it,stop it frm taking away with it the magic it created around u.But u r left amused,the child within u wanting a little bit more of that amusement.But nevrtheless it creates a sudden bright spot in the gloomy night sky which wud hv otherwise faced ignorance.




And the sky wich is made special by its presence cant do anything else other than thanking its "shooting star":)

poison

You're bad for me.
I clearly get it.
I don't see how something good could come from loving you.
The death of me must be your mission.
Cause with every hug and kiss you're snatching every bit of strength that I'm gon need to fight off the inevitable.
And its a heartbreaking situation I'm up in but I cant control.

You're just like poison.
Slowly moving through my system breaking all of my defenses with time.
You're just like poison, and I just dont get it.
How could something so deadly feel so right?
I'm not sure of what to do.
Its a catch twenty-two?
Cause the cure is found in you.
I don't want it but I do.
You're just like poison.
My affliction, I'm addicted I cant lie.
Kiss me one more time before I die.

You aint right, take me high, then that high, it subsides, and my body flat lines.
Then you come to revive.
Wait, wait, wait, I'm alive, but how long will it last?
Will it all come crashing down?
How many doses am I needing now?
Whats the prognosis?
Will you be around?
Or am I just another victim of an assassin that broke my heart down.

Baby, you're just like poison.
Slowly moving through my system breaking all of my defenses with time.
You're just like poison, and I just don't get it.
How could something so deadly feel so right?
I'm not sure of what to do.
Its a catch twenty-two?
Cause the cure is found in you.
I don't want it but I do.
You're just like poison.
My affliction, I'm addicted I cant lie.
Kiss me one more time before I die.

Its just not my body (no).
Its my mind.
You don't know how many times I told myself this cant do (cant do).
And that I don't need you (no I don't need you).
Its so unfair (fair) that I find myself right back in your care (care).
And whats good is that when you're not always there (there, there).
You know that for my health, my health.
You're just like poison, whoa, whoa, whoa.
You're just like poison, whoa, whoa, whoa.

You're just like poison.
Slowly moving through my system breaking all of my defenses with time.
You're just like poison, and I just don't get it.
How could something so deadly feel so right?
I'm not sure of what to do.
Its a catch twenty-two?
Cause the cure is found in you.
I don't want it but I do.
You're just like poison.
My affliction, I'm addicted I cant lie.
Baby kiss me one more time before I die.

You're just like poison.
Slowly moving through my system breaking all of my defenses with time.
You're just like poison, and I just don't get it.
How could something so deadly feel so right?
I'm not sure of what to do.
Its a catch twenty-two?
Cause the cure is found in you.
I don't want it to.
You're just like poison.
I'm addicted I cant lie.
Kiss me one more time before I die

yet another christmas...

its yet another christmas,yet another time the year gone by brings a truckload of memories..
though grown up enough not 2 bliv that santa would b cumin on his golden charriot,wid his red nosed reindeer,its hard not 2 wish that a santa was there 4 real!!
its hard 2 keep away frm makin d christmas eve wish,when d moonlit night creates wonders on the fog all around,when the northern star keeps on shining bright upon missletoes..
only the wishes change..




created:24/12/2009

a new year follows...

a bottle of beer..a fog filld evening..a fire lending its warmth..a slideshow of d days gone by..
some wasted,seekin d impossible..
some whch make lyf special,flikering hopes widin u,helpin u 2 move on..
sum haunted by loneliness..
sum blessed by the adventures of it...
faces wch cum n go..
bonds new n old..
people who make u look upto them n ones who turn their faces away wid a smirk..
a dream of sum1 sitting bsyd u,holding ur hands tight,amidst the vastness of the world..
a reality piercing n harsh..

lyf seems so gr8 after alchohol blends wid ur blood..
a feeling wch u wish ws everlasting..
d sky remains filled wid starz..yet u keep gazing at d one shining d most..
a sudden dazzle of fireworks breaks d silence,
a new year follows...

happy new year:)







created:31/12/2009

a sign of life

now wen he knwz she blongz 2 sum1 els,y duznt he feel sad anymore?y hav his tears dried up?y duznt he feel the pain anymore?y duznt the fresh bruize hurt lyk it used 2 do?..
deathz bettr than becommin numb 2 all sorrows..
a heart widout life is better than a heart widout blood..
is it physical pain dat wud remind him dat hez alive???..
a broken bottle of vodka..
d sharp edge of a piece f glass..
a waiting vein- blue n toxicated..
an ooze of blood..
a sign of life.